I really need to stop living for the future. It consumes my thoughts far too much. Honestly, its all i can think about and care about. I need to be content with where I am in life right now.  If all i am concerned about is what is to come i am wasting these present days. And i need to make every day count because i won’t get this time of life back- and my number of days on this earth is just a mystery to me. 

Aaaaaannnnddd i need to also stop trying to relive the past. What happened has happened and whats done is done-theres no changing anything or getting anything back, so might as well stop dwelling on that as well.

WHY CAN’T I JUST BE CONTENT?!? such a struggle. Lord, please help me..

i really need to get up off my bed and plug in my phone..and brush my teeth..and wash my face..and turn off my lights..but i really don’t even feel like getting up..this is a problem..